different responsibility

As a person who's in a young age; will have a lot of potentials to enjoy the life, but when it comes to the eldest child it seems so different. 

I'm the eldest daughter!, a fixed expression that I use to tell anybody asks why do I look spoiled sometimes. Sounds lovely ha!, but for me it doesn't. Being the eldest kid makes the growing up phase goes quickly. I can have those sense of responsibility toward my younger bothers even when my parents are responsible enough to do this. 

Otherwise, this makes me strong somehow, because I can make direct decisions during circumstances and handle some missions. 

To be honest, I feel satisfied with this, and I think I'm lucky because I have an opportunity to be a warm place for my brothers to open up with. 

With no doubt it's hard to be responsible in younger age and it needs a balance, but it gives you a worth experience which won't be happened to all people. This deserves!.