Complicated

 Life! the way I choose to follow, thoughts, beliefs, what do I love the most, and what do I hate?. The person whom I want to be. Since the first day at the nursery, it all starts from the beginning when I preferred one class, loved one teacher, and had a crush on a boy. All of these choices have created me in this recent form, while now I'm just trying to develop.

Many complicated things are meant to happen to any human being during life, beginning from simple issues to end up with obstacles that can not be solved. Usually, these things are ignored which causes emotional and physical ambiguity. Loss, when humans can not act well!.   

It is complicated when a person wants to spill out his thoughts all at once; because he or she can barely find appropriate words immediately. The feeling of the exact word is on the tip of the tongue, but it suddenly disappears. It sounds like no one has the ability to describe.  

It is also hard to say no, refuse what is bothering me, and not embarrass others while I will be the only one angry in return. This really makes me bleeding inside. Why can not I just easily say no without feeling guilty of being rude towards people? Why do I care that much about their opinions?. Even though, as long as saying no is in my favor and does not hurt anyone, it is right and people should not judge me.

However, misunderstanding is another thing that often happens among people, and nowadays it cannot be avoided due to online interaction and neglect the real communication. This comes because of using the wrong emojis and misspelling, which leads to difficulties in getting along well.

These things and more are involved in the human genetic formation and cannot get rid of them for several reasons. I would mention them if I knew. Anyways, I am trying to release the thoughts and giving examples of familiar complicated things; maybe I'd find a solution via writing.